It’s odd, really. But I like it.

I saw him today, I felt guilt but I was so happy to see him. I couldn’t stop smiling, I wish he stayed longer because all I really wanted to do was spend all my time with him even if we did nothing at all, but I could tell he didn’t feel the same. Those 10 minutes at the park were probably the best part of my day. Oh teen infatuation.

So I’ll enjoy this while it lasts

Rushing into relationships, is possibly the worst thing I did for myself. The only reason I did it was because I wanted assurance that somebody will always be there for me. Now I’m just confused and I ended up hurting people in the process. Never, ever rush into things.

One thing you shouldn’t mention is a person’s past.

Because all that matters are the actions they’re doing now

I think I sleep too much because I’d rather not be awake

Or is it because I don’t gossip or criticize every person that passes by me like you? Lol you’re not “bad bitches” you’re not “fun” either you’re just too boring so you thrive off talking about other people’s flaws or appearance for fun. By the way I can remove your most of your “beauty” with a wet kleenex and stop faking that “cute” voice you look pathetic.

Everyone will.

Even if I acted like an empty shell, I would still be judged.

So fuck it, I don’t care anymore.

I want to leave and never come back. I want to leave my family behind and just continue with my own life. I want to forget about my sister, she’s not even a fucking sister to me, just another person who makes me feel like crap. I just want to fucking leave.

I’m weak. I’m stupid. I’m not good enough. I’m ugly.

LOL you actually take the time to to think of ways to hurt me.

You’re motivating me to prove people like you wrong.

Full of too many kids who are growing up too fast.

Take it slow, damn.

What’s with all the “oh I smoke trees all day err’day doe”

stfu wow you don’t look cool, you look fucking stupid.

I mean I careless about you smoking. But why are you flaunting it?

Nobody cares.

I’m just here like “on to the next one”

If they left you, they’re not good enough for you.

If you left them, it’s too late to take what you did back.

Once you left, or they left, the relationship you had with that person, is automatically the past.

And it’s best to let go of the past.

And focus on the present and let faith decide your future.

I’m thinking about my past and I hurt people.

I can’t say anything more than I’m so fucking sorry.

I was clingy.

I needed to understand you were busy.

You deserved better.

You can do better.

She’s the one you’ll be wishing for in the future.